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Friday, October 4, 2013

You are free

Sometimes I wonder about my life,
what am I doing right?
Am I rescuing people from their strife?
am I wiping their tears in the night?
I desire to be able to love enough
and to share that love with all,
but why does it feel so tough?
why do I put up a wall?
Then God comes in and speaks to me,
"Don't worry my child, you are free."
In that moment I know true love, 
the love I seek to give must come from above.

Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Love. Joy. Listening.

Sometimes God does things in your life that you don't know what to do with. You wonder what He wants you to do next. These things don't always have to be bad things. Sometimes the most challenging things are actually pretty pleasant...

The Lord may fill you up with so much love, then challenge you to love people at a level you didn't think you could before. 

He could fill you with so much joy that you can't help but smile, and then challenge you to be joyful more often. 

You may start to hear his voice more clearly, and then challenge you to act on what He says.

I've been challenged lately by all of these things. Joy, love, listening to God's voice. But how much does this matter if I don't act on them? If I don't love others as God has loved me. If I don't bring joy to the people I encounter throughout my day... throughout my life. If I don't act on what God speaks and step into His will for my life. 

As God has challenged me, I challenge all of you too. Love more. Be joyful. Listen. Act.


Thursday, July 11, 2013

Pull Your Pants Up

This week has been very full of activities. On Saturday morning, the children left for camp, and we were left at the Children's Home with the high schoolers and nursery children who didn't go to camp. We tried to have some fun, even though it was so quiet and sad without all of the little ones here running around and making noise! 

Sala Cuna (nursery) childrens wishing they could go to camp!
On Sunday after church we had a fun and interesting cookout by the soccer field. While the men were doing their thing on the grill, the kids on the team from the States taught the children how to Shag. That was so funny, and although it was hard for the Hondurans, I think they really enjoyed it! When I say that the cookout was interesting, what I really mean is: who knew Hondurans wrapped their hotdogs in plastic?! Yes, plastic. After cooking a few hotdogs (aka almost all of the hotdogs), we realized that something wasn't right... After learning that each individual hot dog was wrapped in a plastic wrapper, we had to go back through and unwrap them all... talk about time-consuming and just plain weird! After eating all those hotdogs, we took a hike up the mountain across from the Children's Home to see the gorgeous views.

Wendy, Anita and I before church started
Dancing with precious Yolani (blind since birth, but doesn't let that stop her from a good time!)
peeling plastic off of the hotdogs....
This mountain is called Noah's Ark- such a pretty view!
Jimy and I at the top of the mountain

On Monday, we took a day trip to a park called Pulhapanzak. We always laugh at this name because it sounds like you're saying "pull your pants up." haha. It was about a 3-hour drive out there and towards the end of the journey it was gorgeous! It was like a mix of Charleston and Lake Jocassee: mountains, marsh grass, water, and seafood restaurants. Talk about the best of both worlds.
the view from the bus window on the way out.
When we arrived in the park, we explored and found some awesome views of the waterfall. The waterfall was maravilloso, but the best part was the beautiful rainbow that appeared at the bottom. Moments like this are what truly take my breath away.

rainbow under the waterfall

While pondering over the beauty of what we were seeing, people began zooming across the top of the waterfall on a zipline. Of course we weren't going to pass up that awesome opportunity. We found the tour guides, gave them our money, and hit the ropes. For my first time every zip-lining, it was really fun! After going back and forth over the river, the canopy tour ended with a ride over the big waterfall... Another moment that took my breath away.

that little speck is me zip-lining over the falls!
yet another rainbow to cap off our day
On Tuesday, we went to City Mall, which is the biggest mall in Central America. This mall makes no sense to me. Inside there is a Timberland and North Face store, Nautica, and many other expensive designer brands. And the weirdest part is that this massive mall was built a block away from one of the poorest and most dangerous barrios in Honduras- Flor del Campo. While at the mall, we decided to go to the movies. We tried to get into the Despicable Me 2 movie, but they only had VIP tickets which were outrageous. Although Monsters University was completely in Spanish without any subtitles, we decided to see that one. It was discount day, so the movie was only L55, about $2.60 in US money. We got our popcorn, found our seats, and right as the movie was about to begin, we saw some familiar faces walk into the theatre. It was the children from our Children's Home! We were both VERY surprised to see each other there, but we took advantage of this fun time, bought lots more popcorn, and laughed our heads off at the movie.

Yesterday, we went into Flor del Campo for the devotional at the school that LAMB has there. It is always a special time with those children. We spent the morning in Flor, interviewing various women from our microcredit program and visiting one of the micro-businesses. The business that we visited was that of a 20 year old girl who works with her mother, has almost 15 employees, attends university, and is in the 99th percentile of her class.... talk about a rockstar! She sells dried bananas and they are DELICIOUS! After leaving Flor, we headed to Valle de los Angeles, a tourist shopping town up in the mountains. We spent most of the afternoon there, eating, walking, and doing what girls do best, shopping!

precious daycare boys
Alyssa snuggling with the baby that peed on her. 
20 yr old business owner and college student- impressive!


Picasso and I with the painting I bought from him. Yes, he calls himself Picasso...
Last night we had a fogata (bonfire) with some of the kids. It took us a while to get the fire going, but it turned out to be a blast.
Moises fueling the fire
Needless to say, this week has been a busy one, but so much fun! It is hard to believe that I have been here for almost a month and a half. Although this summer has been hard in many ways, I am thankful for the constant reminders from the Lord that I am where he has me and that's all that matters.

Friday, June 28, 2013

I shall not be shaken

I have some of the sweetest friends a girl could ask for. Before I left for Honduras about a month ago, I had breakfast with two dear friends of mine. They each wrote me a few letters to read throughout my trip. One of the envelopes was labeled: "read this when you need some encouragement." I will be honest, I was hoping that I wouldn't have to read this one all summer, but the real truth is that God has challenged me in more ways than I could have imagined since I have been here. The other night as I was having a minor emotional meltdown, I remembered this letter. After opening it, I clung to the words written on it: words of love, words of affirmation, words of true encouragement. The tears were flowing even more now. Although my friend had written that she saw Jesus in me, I was seeing Jesus in her and her words in this moment. She had listed a number of verses on the back, but the first one was enough to get me going and thinking for this entire week.


"For God alone my soul waits in silence;
    from him comes my salvation.
He alone is my rock and my salvation,    
my fortress; I shall not be greatly shaken."
Psalm 62:1-2

If you are like me, I have heard this verse many times throughout the years, but I never really took the words directly to my heart. 

When my heart is trying to pull me in a million different directions, my God is the solid rock that holds my salvation. 

When I feel like my world is crumbling around me, God is my fortress. 

And I certainly will not be shaken!


Monday, June 24, 2013

Honduran Culture

This week, the three interns and I have been in Siguatepeque, a city about two hours away from Tegucigalpa, HN. We have been spending the week with the wonderful people here at the YWAM base. Throughout the week, we have been doing seminars and activities involving Honduran culture. This has been a perfect way for the interns to spend their first week here, learning a lot about the people they are here to serve. We have learned how to make lots of traditional Honduran foods, learned some new slang words, and even learned how to do a typical Honduran dance. Yes, we looked like dancing fools, but that isn't even the best part. Last night we had a block party on the street outside the base, with tons of food (that we helped prepare), a fun band, and tons of people. At the beginning of the party, we performed the dance we had learned in front of everyone.... We were also wearing some traditional Honduran outfits, too. It was such a blast! This week has been such an amazing learning experience for all of us. It has been such an honor and a blessing to learn so much about the people and culture that has such a huge place in my heart. So here are some pictures!









Monica getting her hair done for the dance. 
Getting my hair done was a little painful...



My lovely dance partner!



Sunday, June 9, 2013

Little Critters and More


For some reason coming to Honduras has made me fear little critters a lot less. But instead of just lacking fear of them, for some reason I all of the sudden want to pick them up and play with them. Yeah, this is shocking for me too. Not spiders and beetles and such, but nonetheless some critters. We have started to document each of these moments... here's what we have so far:
biggest frog I have ever seen

wittle baby froggie

and a crab?
Don't ask me where the crab came from up at 4,500 feet in the mountains, but it happened. He was quite the feisty little guy. A medical/construction team has been trickling in over the past few days, so we have been getting to know them and working/playing at the Children's Home a good bit. I kicked booty twice in two Egyptian Ratscrew card games with some of the team.

Lots of things have been going on since the team arrived:

- Suzy got her hair cut. Suzy is the founder of the LAMB Institute (where I am working this summer). She usually gets her haircut in a barrio for $2.50 (but I heard her barber just recently went up to $3). This was quite the little treat for her and for everyone watching who received lots of entertainment and laughs from how fun(ny) it was!

 

- We sanded some railings and some doors at Sala Cuna (the nursery) at the Children's Home in preparation for some new paint! The team had fun with that!


the little ones wanted to know what we were doing to their doors..


- We rounded up the kids and played an interesting game of kickball. This didn't last very long before they wanted to play soccer again, but we managed to keep them interested for almost an hour! We also had the little girls jumping rope, and we had a wipe out after an attempt to demonstrate the 3-legged-race for the kids.

after the 3-legged-race wipeout

Caty doing her thing

Jose David kicks one out of the park (or just very far off of the concrete slab)

making sure Jose David doesn't steal any bases

I know, we all look really legit.......


- There seems to be a trend spreading with the sunglasses...
Alyssa and Alex
Marlon
Isaac




                     



















- Here are some pictures of random cuties and other things that have been going down.

I had to include this for its preciousness- Noe!
  
Cute tummy hug from Andrea
We ate our breakfast in the dark after the power went out..

Alyssa had her first fall ever at the Children's Home- battle wounds!
Johanna's learned a new eyelid trick... gross
Giancarlos- the awesome pewter shop nearby

Alyssa, Amanda and I went to the Alonzo movement Wednesday night (an AWESOME part of our ministry here in HN)

the people next door are getting new tiling, and mixing the concrete right there on the street. interesting...

And last but not least, we received a special treat when Menguin 9one of our staff members) rapped for us on the spot. So much energy and so much talent!